journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 16

my life is pathetic right now..., i even cried just now..., i got no money left..., even to eat or even to go shopping..., i had no idea of my life right now..., but mak just call and told me that abah had bank in some money.., thanks guy..., i love you with all my heart..., will be answering my final exam of system analysis subject this evening.., 2.15..., had finished my reading..., and struggling to answer past sem paper..., i wont forget this moment ever in my life..., and i will always remind myself to value money more..., and to always help people who needed.., when i succeed in future..., i think back about partnering with nurdin..., i think..., i'm not going to advertise my things on his web..., i think it's better for me to do it solo.., i might look like selfish..., but.., yes i am..., because i know him well..., and well informed of his way of doing business..., all of us do..., i think i want to sell my things in front of my house.., because it is near to pasar malam..., if i am about to sell my things at pasar malam..., i have to rent a place.., and in my condition right now..., i'm not going to afford it..., for this two months (november and december) there will be no t-shirts available for sale..., all of the order will be prioritized to bags only..., since i got a lot of bags in my stock..., so i will glamorized it and hope to become phenomenal...., weeehhhhuuu!!!!! i gotta go back to my study...., and till then...., but before that (i always do this, ain't i???)..., i got practical in wisma felcra, setapak...., with rm500 allowance..., isn't that great??? very-very thankful...., till then.., love all....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 15

happy 4th month birthday to hidup untuk bagasi!!!!! i'm happy..., i'm happy!!! got new business opportunity given by nordin..., hahahaha!!!! hopefully can get better customer....., still lots of design to be finished before i finished my sem...., but i'm happy actually because i got lots of plans to expand my wing...., (eceh..., ye ke??)..., i'm glad coz i got people who support me..., thank to aiman, natrah, ros, fiera and ika (mass com students) who promote my things in their class..., thanks guy..., to my cousin..., ain ferra and fatin syafiqah...., thanks for purchasing my things and give me lots of advices to be better in this industry..., huhu...., hope after the final exam..., i can produce more products with beautiful design..., for the 4th month i've been struggling..., lots of obstacles i've been through...., but i'm still glad to still be standing...., thanks to Allah to give me this opportunity to earn some money by doing this..., and for HIM i thank for giving me such creativity to do this...., Alhamdulillah..., i gotta go sine i'll be presenting after this.., thanks to my groupmate..., amin, akam and sarjan..., for doing the system..., hahaha!!! since i'm doing nothing..., i'll be treating you guys some days..., huhu...., thanks a lot ya!!!! before stopping my writing...., my system that will be present is a hidup untuk bagasi system..., but it still an ancient way of system..., huhu..., till now..., daaaaa!!!!

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 14

nothing much to say..., i'm just wanna write something right now..., just finishing the system presentation (not really actually) and programming paradigm quiz this afternoon...., try to focusing myself on reading data communication..., but before i start.., i wanna go freshing up my mind, body and soul..., huhu..., just letting myself go from the hard time..., where all things have to be done in time in just a short of time...., but everything is just passed..., but still next week..., we got lot of final presentation and some test and quizzes..., before final exam is started..., i dont know what to feel about the final.., just cant wait to pass through it and once again..., repeating the same history like last semester....., hidup untuk bagasi still on..., a lot of shirts to be finished up before last day here..., a lot of works to do...., i have to be strong and do them all together...., this is the challenges where you have to wisely dividing your time...., to be a successful businessman and good students..., i just cant imagine myself in future..., i mean.., when i'm taking my degree and doing this h.u.b at the same time..., sorry for all the wrong word's use in my blog..., because i dont really know about that..., huhu...., i think..., that's all for now.., cant wait to finish reading 6 chapters in a row..., just wish me lots of luck okay!!!! till then...., but before that..., my friend who encounter with an accident had wake up from unconsciousness...., hope he'll be better soon even he had to extend semester...., but we are always supporting him..., and hoping he will be strong enough to face all this....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 13

today (today is not the day where i'm going to tell a story of hidup untuk bagasi)..., 11 october..., at 9.11 p.m...., almost a day after one of my best friends encounter an accident..., i cried a lot..., yes i do..., because i love him much..., because we used to be very close.., i'm quite sad that we are not that close now but still i love him much..., he is Mohamad Hafiz b. Azmi where he is my classmate in UiTM Melaka..., i adore him a lot since he's good in study and always got dean's list..., he loves to smile..., he's nice..., a shy person.., he's so contradict with me.., but still sometime he wants to show the bad side of him too..., you know..., a guy.., hehe.., i know i wasn't supposed to write about him now after all this happen..., but the one who knows the truth will always know the truth.., i dont really care if people want to say that how hypocrite i am since i am only writing about him when he was in this condition..., i really pray the best for him..., we are all praying the best for him..., i never thought that all this would happen..., and i'm sure everybody in my class thought the same..., tomorrow we will be going to visit him.., hope he will be better..., very soon..., my eyes sore because i cried a lot but i dont really care of it since i cried for one of my best friends..., and i'm really upset thinking of that right now..., for the family.., all i can say is pray a lot may Allah help him and be strong because if you are not strong enough to face all this..., how can him be any better..., and after all this happen.., i want to study hard to get the best result and do what i want for me and what i want to do for him..., and dear all friends of mine..., this is a letter from a long best friend to his...,

Dear Hafiz...,

i hope that you are strong enough for all this...,

be better soon because we are all praying for you...,

wake up and listen what i wanna say to you..,

because after all this while...,

i'm regret that how many things that i dont tell you...,

and dear...,

wake up..,

look at the face of everyone who loves you..,

and i wanna tell you too..,

how much i love this best friend....,

and hope to be best again after this...,

i miss all the time when i tell you my stories..,

and i also miss the day when you are bored and text me..,

wake up, be better soon..,

because seeing you in this condition..,

do hurt a lot....,

jurnal hidup untuk bagasi page 12

it was 12.58 according to my laptop clock..., was just finishing my slide for tomorrow presentation..., penat nya..., dah lama juga tak tulis..., walaupun tak ada la lama sangat..., banyak sangat test and assignments to do this whole month.., this thursday will be my muet speaking test...., h.u.b is still on even i'm busy with my study things..., it just all the order is done very slow..., my financial is at the end of its life..., sedih..., terpaksa berpuasa dan berbuka dengan apa aje yang ada kat bilik tu..., memang takkan lupa la zaman tak ada duit ni..., nak bayar semua benda terpaksa dahulukan duit orang lain dulu..., sedih tak sedih..., order memang tak putus-putus..., terima kasih kepada semua yang mempercayai bakat kreatif yang ada pada saya ni...., tapi masalahnya people lebih cenderung membeli baju daripada bag sedangkan modal saya banyak pada bag..., adoi..., gi mana ni sih??? kadang-kadang terfikir.., betul ke aku boleh teruskan benda ni..., tapi kepercayaan yang kuat kepada-Nya membuatkan saya terus tabah walau dilanda kontroversi terhebat..., (macam artis la pula kan)..., saya berharap semester ni akan berlalu cepat, tepat dan tulus...., bermaksud.., semester ni boleh perform macam last semester..., tapi macam mana ek??? study la rajin-rajin..., itu je la jawapan dia..., saya juga berharap agar sem depan saya dapat tumpukan lebih kepada diri sendiri, financial dan juga h.u.b..., nak buat yang terbaik untuk semua dan berharap agar harapan saya ini termakbul..., wahahaha!! such a skema..., biar begitu.., tu memang semua harapan saya..., tak sabar sebenarnya nak menumpukn sepenuh perhatian terhadap h.u.b ni...., tak sabar juga nak siapkan semua assignment yang ada...., lagi cepat buat lagi bagus...., tak ada lah asyik fikir je..., sebenarnya dah pening and tak tahu apa lagi nak tulis sebab dah mengantuk tapi sebenarnya baru je kejap tadi sedar yang presentation saya tu tersalah buat..., semua pula tu.., kena la betulkan balik..., sampai sini saja bebelan saya..., sehingga bebelan seterusnya...,