it was 1.55 a.m.., according to the golden clock full with Quran verse just now..., and i still not asleep.., with the fact that i am tired.., it's a Chinese New Year anyway.., and i'm the only person awake.., and creepy sound??? don't ask.., i heard a lot.., but.., hey, i'm home..., no biggie!! i wanna continue my Tokyo Dog current watch.., but guess.., it wouldn't do tonight..., i'll end up by the drama watch the whole series of alien sleep.., huhu..., weeks had past and it has become month.., but nothing much has change..., it frustrate me a lot..., cause i need changes.., and i'm in hunger..., i've got (current) 7 t's to be finished and delivered..., but things doesn't really got your way..., i got problems and it's a lot..., got no time and mood to tell one..., is seeking the right time to tell mom about my future plan.., just hope she'll understand her weird-thinking-and behaviour, independence and creative daughter..., and i hate when people are making fun of and marriage..., what the hell in earth is going on??? just shut up!! i know what i should have one..., but before the time come..., you better keep your mouth and hands in the pocket.., or you'll get my cursing..., i'm only 21-will-be this year.., and i have never even once got a boyfriend..., i got a lot to do for my own sake..., i really cant and don't understand the crap they talk.., just because i love kids it didn't mean i want one my own...., argh! thinking about the craps just make my red-youth blood boiled..., NO!!! high blood pressure!! i wanna be healthy and see my fav band be a grandpa band..., anyway, i'm going berserk if they talk that f***ing crap ever again.., people just don't understand..., but for those who knows and understand well..., great and good job..., and i love you guys..., but it'll be no more if you do the same..., sick of being under someone command..., can i have my own-private-made-by-me world??? whatever..., i'm being paranoid (is it the word?? i dunno..,) PMS i guess..., got dental appointment this friday..., and i got a week off.., yipppie!!! hahahahaha!! no heart feeling yah!! ^_^ till then.., the mad feeling brought to pair of sleepy eyes..., anyway.., i just want my own life...., thank you...,
u go gal!!!!
BalasPadam