journal hidup untuk bagasi special edition : episode 1

my little obsession of fashion and beauty

being an early 20's women (i guess i can say that) is sure hard where you would think about what would you wear tomorrow, how would you look in an event, how will you get married, will you ever meet you dream guy, will your kids look like you and other things that might only add your already-have wrinkle. and that doesn't go any difference on me. right now, i have my own obsession that had been stated above. it is actually not a new hot stuff to be discussed since i have that since i'm young. but i was just realized that when i was applying an eyeliner on my eyes. was i ashamed of them after? i was for a while but that doesn't go any further since i said to myself there's nothing wrong with that. what is even more, i can make money only by have a positive view to my obsession. there is nothing wrong at all to have your own obsession and you have to make sure you make use of it on a better things. as any other women out there, i want to look pretty all the time. even when i sleep even in a picture or even just going to pasar malam! i always want to be center of attention. i love when how people admiring the way i clothes and the way i look pretty with my own style and personality. i am never tired of these things and never will do. i tried funny weird attire sometime but most of them i wear what i want and i would and can say that i still look stunning dear. how much i love and adore myself, ain't i? but i never want to care about what will people say bad about me because it was just an envy feeling that everyone should feel when they got confidence gorgeous women in front of them. hahahaha. i'm sure proud of myself. hey girls and guys. if you don't even have confidence to say you are pretty and handsome, will everyone feel the same to you? no way in hell. just be proud being yourself, wear what you want and walk the way you like. people who talks about you were just admiring you and you should be proud of it. fashion are everywhere and they will never die. they will always keep changing and you should stay fashionable no matter what it cost you. but it doesn't mean you have to spend your valuable money on expensive attire and makeup, just have a smart thinking on hoe you could look better because me myself, have my own way of doing things. i'm not as pretty as you would imagine but i am proud of being myself and i am being pretty all the time. i think i read too much pages of one fifth avenue novel today that bring me to write this. it's okay since i want to write like this a whole long time ago. till now. please hope i will write more special edition in future.

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 19

it's the second day after H.U.B 5th month anniversary!!! yay!!! congratulation!!! happy..., on progress of joint venture with revivalx project.., hope to be huge success.., so that it can popularize my brand..., really happy right now..., but in the process of doing this JV..., i found that it is actually a long way to go with lots of hardship..., and lots to learn..., i'm lucky to found it out at my early 20..., hope to be better in future..., (my cliche word.., wee~~) waiting patiently to explore more for my H.U.B..., really hope can be something like MNG, Roxy, Esprit, and other big name..., just a moment ago..., my JV partner tell me about events.., whether i could participate..., i would love too.., but in my condition right now..., it's kind of hard..., since i posses no car..., and it is really tough to just ride a public transport.., i can never imagine it nor bear with it..., urm.., but business just doing okay.., a little slower but i still can survive..., nurdin is doing a great job..., an enormous thank you for him...., for such wonderful job..., still working on our JV agreement.., or precisely.., not yet started.., wee~~ have to change myself to be more hardworking...., a president work cost you no rest and laziness.., okay!! keep it in your mind, my dear self..., till then..., i'll keep my jurnal for you guys...., daa!!

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 18

it is hard when the most important person in your life is not being supportive enough on what you are doing..., and that is what had happened to me.., i might look really tough and know what to do for my life.., but the truth is just a lie...., i'm not that tough.., i was just pretending to be one..., just to survive in this cruel world...., and after this happened...., i ask myself back.., whether am i doing right??? but i'm just lucky..., whenever i got problems and something had come and brought me down.., dip me into a deep darkness..., Allah is just there to give lots of directions for me to keep what am i doing right now on and on..., and i was just lucky..., this is my biggest challenge that i have to face..., and you can never imagine the pain that you have to bear.., and i know that well..., i pray to The Greatest Allah.., if this is the obstacle that i have to go through for me to succeed later..., then let me be patience enough and help me to face this...., i know that to achieve something big.., you have to go through lots of pain and you might fall and hurt a lot..., i've learned that and that makes me more matured..., to HIM..., i pray a lot..., may this is the sign for me to be better next time...., thanks to all that had give me lots of supports and advices to me for becoming better person..., and better ceo.., wee~~ i will never forget all your good deeds..., Insya-Allah..., may Allah give me strength to keep this thing alive..., and may Allah bless you all..., till then..., this is my story...,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 17

my life isn't pathetic anymore...., just doing fine..., enough money until holiday...., got plans for holiday..., hope to be accomplished then..., got one final paper to go...., have gone through 4 killing paper..., and the last doesn't any less...., wish to watch phobia2.., but.., don't know how to get there.., hahaha!!! another work of lessen your money..., not much story about h.u.b...., just searching for ideas for designs...., oh.., i got story actually..., i am admiring this one person..., and last week.., i was watching his video..., the title got my favorite number..., 21..., and before his name..., they got my brand!!! this is what we called destiny??? i was losing my faith back then towards him.., but then i see the video..., it really makes me more determine..., weeeehhhhhuuuuu~~ hope to be true..., wasn't any patience to wait being a rich well-known C.E.O..., (hahahahaha!!! a dream to be reality..., hey, i am a C.E.O right now....,) when i got all the money i wish...., i want to give some to my parents, some for the orphanage, some for charity, some for environment and some for me!!! of course...., i got big dreams..., and i have plans for them..., just praying to ALLAH day by day to reach them...., may ALLAH bless my path...., and then i'll be meeting him..., and make him a better person, insya-ALLAH...., i can just have my plan while HE will be fulfilling them..., till then...., will write more in my next journal....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 16

my life is pathetic right now..., i even cried just now..., i got no money left..., even to eat or even to go shopping..., i had no idea of my life right now..., but mak just call and told me that abah had bank in some money.., thanks guy..., i love you with all my heart..., will be answering my final exam of system analysis subject this evening.., 2.15..., had finished my reading..., and struggling to answer past sem paper..., i wont forget this moment ever in my life..., and i will always remind myself to value money more..., and to always help people who needed.., when i succeed in future..., i think back about partnering with nurdin..., i think..., i'm not going to advertise my things on his web..., i think it's better for me to do it solo.., i might look like selfish..., but.., yes i am..., because i know him well..., and well informed of his way of doing business..., all of us do..., i think i want to sell my things in front of my house.., because it is near to pasar malam..., if i am about to sell my things at pasar malam..., i have to rent a place.., and in my condition right now..., i'm not going to afford it..., for this two months (november and december) there will be no t-shirts available for sale..., all of the order will be prioritized to bags only..., since i got a lot of bags in my stock..., so i will glamorized it and hope to become phenomenal...., weeehhhhuuu!!!!! i gotta go back to my study...., and till then...., but before that (i always do this, ain't i???)..., i got practical in wisma felcra, setapak...., with rm500 allowance..., isn't that great??? very-very thankful...., till then.., love all....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 15

happy 4th month birthday to hidup untuk bagasi!!!!! i'm happy..., i'm happy!!! got new business opportunity given by nordin..., hahahaha!!!! hopefully can get better customer....., still lots of design to be finished before i finished my sem...., but i'm happy actually because i got lots of plans to expand my wing...., (eceh..., ye ke??)..., i'm glad coz i got people who support me..., thank to aiman, natrah, ros, fiera and ika (mass com students) who promote my things in their class..., thanks guy..., to my cousin..., ain ferra and fatin syafiqah...., thanks for purchasing my things and give me lots of advices to be better in this industry..., huhu...., hope after the final exam..., i can produce more products with beautiful design..., for the 4th month i've been struggling..., lots of obstacles i've been through...., but i'm still glad to still be standing...., thanks to Allah to give me this opportunity to earn some money by doing this..., and for HIM i thank for giving me such creativity to do this...., Alhamdulillah..., i gotta go sine i'll be presenting after this.., thanks to my groupmate..., amin, akam and sarjan..., for doing the system..., hahaha!!! since i'm doing nothing..., i'll be treating you guys some days..., huhu...., thanks a lot ya!!!! before stopping my writing...., my system that will be present is a hidup untuk bagasi system..., but it still an ancient way of system..., huhu..., till now..., daaaaa!!!!

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 14

nothing much to say..., i'm just wanna write something right now..., just finishing the system presentation (not really actually) and programming paradigm quiz this afternoon...., try to focusing myself on reading data communication..., but before i start.., i wanna go freshing up my mind, body and soul..., huhu..., just letting myself go from the hard time..., where all things have to be done in time in just a short of time...., but everything is just passed..., but still next week..., we got lot of final presentation and some test and quizzes..., before final exam is started..., i dont know what to feel about the final.., just cant wait to pass through it and once again..., repeating the same history like last semester....., hidup untuk bagasi still on..., a lot of shirts to be finished up before last day here..., a lot of works to do...., i have to be strong and do them all together...., this is the challenges where you have to wisely dividing your time...., to be a successful businessman and good students..., i just cant imagine myself in future..., i mean.., when i'm taking my degree and doing this h.u.b at the same time..., sorry for all the wrong word's use in my blog..., because i dont really know about that..., huhu...., i think..., that's all for now.., cant wait to finish reading 6 chapters in a row..., just wish me lots of luck okay!!!! till then...., but before that..., my friend who encounter with an accident had wake up from unconsciousness...., hope he'll be better soon even he had to extend semester...., but we are always supporting him..., and hoping he will be strong enough to face all this....,