Ahad, 29 November 2009

journal hidup untuk bagasi special edition : episode 1

my little obsession of fashion and beauty

being an early 20's women (i guess i can say that) is sure hard where you would think about what would you wear tomorrow, how would you look in an event, how will you get married, will you ever meet you dream guy, will your kids look like you and other things that might only add your already-have wrinkle. and that doesn't go any difference on me. right now, i have my own obsession that had been stated above. it is actually not a new hot stuff to be discussed since i have that since i'm young. but i was just realized that when i was applying an eyeliner on my eyes. was i ashamed of them after? i was for a while but that doesn't go any further since i said to myself there's nothing wrong with that. what is even more, i can make money only by have a positive view to my obsession. there is nothing wrong at all to have your own obsession and you have to make sure you make use of it on a better things. as any other women out there, i want to look pretty all the time. even when i sleep even in a picture or even just going to pasar malam! i always want to be center of attention. i love when how people admiring the way i clothes and the way i look pretty with my own style and personality. i am never tired of these things and never will do. i tried funny weird attire sometime but most of them i wear what i want and i would and can say that i still look stunning dear. how much i love and adore myself, ain't i? but i never want to care about what will people say bad about me because it was just an envy feeling that everyone should feel when they got confidence gorgeous women in front of them. hahahaha. i'm sure proud of myself. hey girls and guys. if you don't even have confidence to say you are pretty and handsome, will everyone feel the same to you? no way in hell. just be proud being yourself, wear what you want and walk the way you like. people who talks about you were just admiring you and you should be proud of it. fashion are everywhere and they will never die. they will always keep changing and you should stay fashionable no matter what it cost you. but it doesn't mean you have to spend your valuable money on expensive attire and makeup, just have a smart thinking on hoe you could look better because me myself, have my own way of doing things. i'm not as pretty as you would imagine but i am proud of being myself and i am being pretty all the time. i think i read too much pages of one fifth avenue novel today that bring me to write this. it's okay since i want to write like this a whole long time ago. till now. please hope i will write more special edition in future.

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