journal hidup untuk bagasi page 8 (29th August 09)

Dearie, people..., at last.., hidup untuk bagasi is officially mine..., yesterday!!!! (28th August 09).., something has happened actually and make me become someone else..., but it not really shown..., and just let me keep it myself..., this week is a misery week for me..., i cried a lot..., even we're in the fasting month.., (what??? i just cant stop myself from pouring the tears)..., most of them advised me to go back home..., and now.., here i am in the lovely little town of mine..., sungai besar..., what is happening this week make me tougher to face future and really taught me that being yourself is not something that everyone can except..., but still you got to be yourself and let people accept you the way you are..., in future.., if i got rejection..., i might can take it calmly since this week taught me that..., hidup untuk bagasi got long way to go...., hopefully i will get a hold with this forever until the end of the world!!! wow.., big dream, huh??? but impossible is nothing right..., for all my ex-share holders..., thanks for all your support and help..., love you guys even we're not a team-mate anymore..., but still hoping for your support..., thanks aimi.., dila.., nisa'..., and my non-biological twin.., jay!!! thanks guys..., your help and support really give me big impact.., thanks again..., now..., i am about to launch the bag..., but still..., i cant move faster because..., i got a lot of orders to do and assignments and projects to do..., i gotta consider my time as students and a creator of hidup untuk bagasi..., but still i like it..., i'm too busy with my life..., and sometimes got to much tense and i become a little too sensitive..., hahaha!!! but thank Allah that i can recover myself easily and i know what to do to be the usual myself..., hope to write more in this journal..., and keep your track with my journal...,