journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 20

why am i hesitating??? i was so sure back then but now..., what is happening??? i ain't sure whether i am doing this right..., or am i right doing this...., phew..., too much question with too little answer...., what should i do??? i keep thinking this a whole day.., i was questioning myself on this h.u.b thing..., but just a moment ago..., my sister ask me a question that might be the answer (or even the real answer i guess) for what am i asking!!! finally i retrieve my confidence that had just lost..., and what is more...., i should have more faith on him because...., to him i ask for everything.., and to him i pray hard for my dream..., the way i wrote might seems like i have lost my faith.., but the truth is too hard to explain..., what i can do now..., is praying.., and i know that HE got something better for me.., till then..., i've revive...,

was written on night of 1st December 2009