jounal hidup untuk bagasi muka 24

it's a frustration day and i wish i can drive a car..., so it'll be easier for me...., what made me so furious about??? i wanna go see a dentist but no one is willing to send me there..., and i really hate it..., i wanna drive my own but surely my parents are going to strongly disagree with the idea..., aaarrrrgggghhhh!!! if i'm not going there today.., then when??? the braces thing will be delayed..., and i just hate to go back too often (i'm sure have a lot to hate).., good thing.., none..., i've got 2 designs to do.., but since i'm too annoyed with all these things..., i don't think i can finish them now..., happy things are ahead but now..., the sorrows are disturbing me..., can't wrote much or i'll be cursing people.., till now..., wish for a happy journal next time...,

journal hidup untuk bagasi special edition episode 2

A Confession Of A Little Child

i have never dream of a normal life and always wish for the big huge success life glamor and well known and i have always dream to be in a fashion stream. no matter it is a fashion designer, boutique owner or anything related. i even told my mom when i was in form 4 that i wanna have my own boutique and she told her friend whose daughter is my junior. i guess i am a lot different with my other sibling since i love fashion a lot and i appreciate art more. it's not that i never dream of being an engineer, doctor or any intelligent needed industry, it just my obsession is unbearable and the talent i have and my self sense just bring myself to my dream. anyway, i just not good at those intelligent thing. since i was only 5, i'd dream a glamorous world. i even dream to be a singer (and many of people say i got the voice.., hihihihi). i always love the attention and fashion is a bit more different from that but still slightly the same. my parents aren't supportive enough on me doing this but i was just sick listening orders. this is the time where i listen to myself. this is what i am doing with full heartedly and i know that one day, this interest of mine can lead me to the world i want. i really pray hard for that. fashion, beauty, and art is something that should come together and i'll always keep admire those. with the sense of fashion that i have, the beauty that i obsessed and the art that i appreciate most, this is my dream and till then more episode will be posted.

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 23

today.., just being some lazy ulat beluncas.., with the cold that sometimes make me wish for some matahari..., and being bored too since i am too malas to do anything because the weather made me feel like it..., trying to make some new background for this blog..., and secara malangnya..., i couldn't even accomplish one.., since i am a perfectionist.., i want them to be perfect..., and another reasons why am i being lazy-lazy one...., because when i wanna do things.., i want them perfect.., that's why i just hate doing things.., hahahahaha!! too far from the topic..., trying to make some boodle doodle.., but i guess.., i have my own way of doing..., so.., i just hanging around the internet looking for some inspiration.., and make some design.., that i kind of like them..., i'm sure have a lot of time right now..., even i realize that i should done another other bags and t's..., but no serious talking la today.., just nak being leisure je..., sekarang tengah gila dengan 2NE1..., one of the newest group in south korea.., their wave had slammed us..., even group baru kat sana pun dah boleh ada peminat kat seluruh negara.., bila agaknya malaysia??? i hope one day..., and i really mean it...., back to the 2NE1.., even i have become the member of their international fanclub!!! gila tak gila??? dulu minat DBSK tapi nak jadi ahli fanclub kena bayar la pulak.., hehehehehe...., you know i got some financial problem..., wee~~ not going to tell any further..., rasa macam banyak nak cerita tapi tak tahu macam mana nak cerita..., so, the conclusion is.., i just wanna stop here.., till then..., nak keluarkan yang special edition punya la.., hehehehehehe...,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 22

hari ini..., just rasa nak menulis atau mengeluarkan idea yang bernas terbuku dalam fikiran yang waras tak waras ni.., hehehehe.., sebenarnya tujuan tulis post baru ni sebab baru baca balik post-post terdahulu.., and i fugure out that i write english too much.., dan telah mengenepikan bahasa kebangsaan kebanggaan saya iaitu bahasa melayu..., malu sekejap kerana telah terlalu mengagungkan bahasa lain.., tapi post kali ni bukanlah nak bercakap pasal bahasa.., still about h.u.b..., tapi apa yang nak dibicarakan ye??? urm.., berfikir sejenak.., hari ini.., saya sedang berusaha untuk menyiapkan design untuk bag saya.., kegunaan sendiri tapi nye..., hehehehe..., but i'm sort of like the design.., a little complicated but still tak tinggalkan elemen doodle that usually does in my design..., if it is done..., i'll upload the pictures okay guys??!! ada beberapa perancangan untuk tahun depan tapi still hesitate whether boleh ke dijalankan because got obstacles yang memang susah nak overcome..., but will try seeking for the solutions..., dan saya berharap saya dapat buka satu kedai dalam masa setahun ni.., tapi saya hanya merancang.., yang menentukan hanyalah Dia yang satu..., kena banyak-banyak doa la macam tu..., hope all the dreams of mine will be true some day..., sokongan dari anda semua menguatkan saya untuk meneruskan usaha ni.., terima kasih kepada semua rakan-rakan yang memang banyak bagi support from moral, money and motivate me a lot..., i'll never forget that..., thanks a lot..., saya hanya boleh berdoa yang terbaik untuk anda-anda semua..., dan semoga sama-samalah impian kita semua tercapai.., Insya-Allah..., till now..., yang seterusnya...,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 21

today edition is about problem, problem, problemo!!! actually when i want to write this journal..., i got problem too where i got no idea how to start with..., and now i'm looking for some superb word to arrange the sentences..., where do i start with the stories?? ok, first my driving lesson..., please don't be wrong.., i've got my driving license already.., but almost a year i didn't drive a manual car., that's the problem.., and my driving is totally awful..., but that doesn't drive me insane yet.., what does is when hearing my mom screaming all over the way when i want to park the car.., oh, what a shame..., and when i succeed.., i got some lecture that honestly.., i hate to hear them..., but what to do.., that's their car not mine..., next was..., my laptop charger is broken which drive me more crazy..., because my plan to upload the new items picture is just can't be done...., then the result is out..., and it's dreadfully zenzen dame...., the worst ever..., which make me berserk i little bit more..., and now.., the camera is being borrowed by the neighbor..., and i have to wait until the camera is being returned..., till then..., nothing i can do..., except writing this journal and keep sewing and knitting the bags..., now for those who are asking what's wrong with me last week.., these are what had happened to me that bring me to the no mood mode...., thanks for the concern..., together with this journal..., i want to give lots of token of appreciation for all beautiful people that had become a fan of h.u.b facebook page...., thanks a lot guys..., may all your good deeds and support come with blissful from HIM...., and i'll always pray for your good and bright days..., i'll as soon as possible upload the pictures...., and actually me myself can't wait for that..., hurm..., pray the best for myself...., till then now..., more and more story next in muka 22..., wee~~

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 20

why am i hesitating??? i was so sure back then but now..., what is happening??? i ain't sure whether i am doing this right..., or am i right doing this...., phew..., too much question with too little answer...., what should i do??? i keep thinking this a whole day.., i was questioning myself on this h.u.b thing..., but just a moment ago..., my sister ask me a question that might be the answer (or even the real answer i guess) for what am i asking!!! finally i retrieve my confidence that had just lost..., and what is more...., i should have more faith on him because...., to him i ask for everything.., and to him i pray hard for my dream..., the way i wrote might seems like i have lost my faith.., but the truth is too hard to explain..., what i can do now..., is praying.., and i know that HE got something better for me.., till then..., i've revive...,

was written on night of 1st December 2009

journal hidup untuk bagasi special edition : episode 1

my little obsession of fashion and beauty

being an early 20's women (i guess i can say that) is sure hard where you would think about what would you wear tomorrow, how would you look in an event, how will you get married, will you ever meet you dream guy, will your kids look like you and other things that might only add your already-have wrinkle. and that doesn't go any difference on me. right now, i have my own obsession that had been stated above. it is actually not a new hot stuff to be discussed since i have that since i'm young. but i was just realized that when i was applying an eyeliner on my eyes. was i ashamed of them after? i was for a while but that doesn't go any further since i said to myself there's nothing wrong with that. what is even more, i can make money only by have a positive view to my obsession. there is nothing wrong at all to have your own obsession and you have to make sure you make use of it on a better things. as any other women out there, i want to look pretty all the time. even when i sleep even in a picture or even just going to pasar malam! i always want to be center of attention. i love when how people admiring the way i clothes and the way i look pretty with my own style and personality. i am never tired of these things and never will do. i tried funny weird attire sometime but most of them i wear what i want and i would and can say that i still look stunning dear. how much i love and adore myself, ain't i? but i never want to care about what will people say bad about me because it was just an envy feeling that everyone should feel when they got confidence gorgeous women in front of them. hahahaha. i'm sure proud of myself. hey girls and guys. if you don't even have confidence to say you are pretty and handsome, will everyone feel the same to you? no way in hell. just be proud being yourself, wear what you want and walk the way you like. people who talks about you were just admiring you and you should be proud of it. fashion are everywhere and they will never die. they will always keep changing and you should stay fashionable no matter what it cost you. but it doesn't mean you have to spend your valuable money on expensive attire and makeup, just have a smart thinking on hoe you could look better because me myself, have my own way of doing things. i'm not as pretty as you would imagine but i am proud of being myself and i am being pretty all the time. i think i read too much pages of one fifth avenue novel today that bring me to write this. it's okay since i want to write like this a whole long time ago. till now. please hope i will write more special edition in future.

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 19

it's the second day after H.U.B 5th month anniversary!!! yay!!! congratulation!!! happy..., on progress of joint venture with revivalx project.., hope to be huge success.., so that it can popularize my brand..., really happy right now..., but in the process of doing this JV..., i found that it is actually a long way to go with lots of hardship..., and lots to learn..., i'm lucky to found it out at my early 20..., hope to be better in future..., (my cliche word.., wee~~) waiting patiently to explore more for my H.U.B..., really hope can be something like MNG, Roxy, Esprit, and other big name..., just a moment ago..., my JV partner tell me about events.., whether i could participate..., i would love too.., but in my condition right now..., it's kind of hard..., since i posses no car..., and it is really tough to just ride a public transport.., i can never imagine it nor bear with it..., urm.., but business just doing okay.., a little slower but i still can survive..., nurdin is doing a great job..., an enormous thank you for him...., for such wonderful job..., still working on our JV agreement.., or precisely.., not yet started.., wee~~ have to change myself to be more hardworking...., a president work cost you no rest and laziness.., okay!! keep it in your mind, my dear self..., till then..., i'll keep my jurnal for you guys...., daa!!

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 18

it is hard when the most important person in your life is not being supportive enough on what you are doing..., and that is what had happened to me.., i might look really tough and know what to do for my life.., but the truth is just a lie...., i'm not that tough.., i was just pretending to be one..., just to survive in this cruel world...., and after this happened...., i ask myself back.., whether am i doing right??? but i'm just lucky..., whenever i got problems and something had come and brought me down.., dip me into a deep darkness..., Allah is just there to give lots of directions for me to keep what am i doing right now on and on..., and i was just lucky..., this is my biggest challenge that i have to face..., and you can never imagine the pain that you have to bear.., and i know that well..., i pray to The Greatest Allah.., if this is the obstacle that i have to go through for me to succeed later..., then let me be patience enough and help me to face this...., i know that to achieve something big.., you have to go through lots of pain and you might fall and hurt a lot..., i've learned that and that makes me more matured..., to HIM..., i pray a lot..., may this is the sign for me to be better next time...., thanks to all that had give me lots of supports and advices to me for becoming better person..., and better ceo.., wee~~ i will never forget all your good deeds..., Insya-Allah..., may Allah give me strength to keep this thing alive..., and may Allah bless you all..., till then..., this is my story...,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 17

my life isn't pathetic anymore...., just doing fine..., enough money until holiday...., got plans for holiday..., hope to be accomplished then..., got one final paper to go...., have gone through 4 killing paper..., and the last doesn't any less...., wish to watch phobia2.., but.., don't know how to get there.., hahaha!!! another work of lessen your money..., not much story about h.u.b...., just searching for ideas for designs...., oh.., i got story actually..., i am admiring this one person..., and last week.., i was watching his video..., the title got my favorite number..., 21..., and before his name..., they got my brand!!! this is what we called destiny??? i was losing my faith back then towards him.., but then i see the video..., it really makes me more determine..., weeeehhhhhuuuuu~~ hope to be true..., wasn't any patience to wait being a rich well-known C.E.O..., (hahahahaha!!! a dream to be reality..., hey, i am a C.E.O right now....,) when i got all the money i wish...., i want to give some to my parents, some for the orphanage, some for charity, some for environment and some for me!!! of course...., i got big dreams..., and i have plans for them..., just praying to ALLAH day by day to reach them...., may ALLAH bless my path...., and then i'll be meeting him..., and make him a better person, insya-ALLAH...., i can just have my plan while HE will be fulfilling them..., till then...., will write more in my next journal....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 16

my life is pathetic right now..., i even cried just now..., i got no money left..., even to eat or even to go shopping..., i had no idea of my life right now..., but mak just call and told me that abah had bank in some money.., thanks guy..., i love you with all my heart..., will be answering my final exam of system analysis subject this evening.., 2.15..., had finished my reading..., and struggling to answer past sem paper..., i wont forget this moment ever in my life..., and i will always remind myself to value money more..., and to always help people who needed.., when i succeed in future..., i think back about partnering with nurdin..., i think..., i'm not going to advertise my things on his web..., i think it's better for me to do it solo.., i might look like selfish..., but.., yes i am..., because i know him well..., and well informed of his way of doing business..., all of us do..., i think i want to sell my things in front of my house.., because it is near to pasar malam..., if i am about to sell my things at pasar malam..., i have to rent a place.., and in my condition right now..., i'm not going to afford it..., for this two months (november and december) there will be no t-shirts available for sale..., all of the order will be prioritized to bags only..., since i got a lot of bags in my stock..., so i will glamorized it and hope to become phenomenal...., weeehhhhuuu!!!!! i gotta go back to my study...., and till then...., but before that (i always do this, ain't i???)..., i got practical in wisma felcra, setapak...., with rm500 allowance..., isn't that great??? very-very thankful...., till then.., love all....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 15

happy 4th month birthday to hidup untuk bagasi!!!!! i'm happy..., i'm happy!!! got new business opportunity given by nordin..., hahahaha!!!! hopefully can get better customer....., still lots of design to be finished before i finished my sem...., but i'm happy actually because i got lots of plans to expand my wing...., (eceh..., ye ke??)..., i'm glad coz i got people who support me..., thank to aiman, natrah, ros, fiera and ika (mass com students) who promote my things in their class..., thanks guy..., to my cousin..., ain ferra and fatin syafiqah...., thanks for purchasing my things and give me lots of advices to be better in this industry..., huhu...., hope after the final exam..., i can produce more products with beautiful design..., for the 4th month i've been struggling..., lots of obstacles i've been through...., but i'm still glad to still be standing...., thanks to Allah to give me this opportunity to earn some money by doing this..., and for HIM i thank for giving me such creativity to do this...., Alhamdulillah..., i gotta go sine i'll be presenting after this.., thanks to my groupmate..., amin, akam and sarjan..., for doing the system..., hahaha!!! since i'm doing nothing..., i'll be treating you guys some days..., huhu...., thanks a lot ya!!!! before stopping my writing...., my system that will be present is a hidup untuk bagasi system..., but it still an ancient way of system..., huhu..., till now..., daaaaa!!!!

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 14

nothing much to say..., i'm just wanna write something right now..., just finishing the system presentation (not really actually) and programming paradigm quiz this afternoon...., try to focusing myself on reading data communication..., but before i start.., i wanna go freshing up my mind, body and soul..., huhu..., just letting myself go from the hard time..., where all things have to be done in time in just a short of time...., but everything is just passed..., but still next week..., we got lot of final presentation and some test and quizzes..., before final exam is started..., i dont know what to feel about the final.., just cant wait to pass through it and once again..., repeating the same history like last semester....., hidup untuk bagasi still on..., a lot of shirts to be finished up before last day here..., a lot of works to do...., i have to be strong and do them all together...., this is the challenges where you have to wisely dividing your time...., to be a successful businessman and good students..., i just cant imagine myself in future..., i mean.., when i'm taking my degree and doing this h.u.b at the same time..., sorry for all the wrong word's use in my blog..., because i dont really know about that..., huhu...., i think..., that's all for now.., cant wait to finish reading 6 chapters in a row..., just wish me lots of luck okay!!!! till then...., but before that..., my friend who encounter with an accident had wake up from unconsciousness...., hope he'll be better soon even he had to extend semester...., but we are always supporting him..., and hoping he will be strong enough to face all this....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 13

today (today is not the day where i'm going to tell a story of hidup untuk bagasi)..., 11 october..., at 9.11 p.m...., almost a day after one of my best friends encounter an accident..., i cried a lot..., yes i do..., because i love him much..., because we used to be very close.., i'm quite sad that we are not that close now but still i love him much..., he is Mohamad Hafiz b. Azmi where he is my classmate in UiTM Melaka..., i adore him a lot since he's good in study and always got dean's list..., he loves to smile..., he's nice..., a shy person.., he's so contradict with me.., but still sometime he wants to show the bad side of him too..., you know..., a guy.., hehe.., i know i wasn't supposed to write about him now after all this happen..., but the one who knows the truth will always know the truth.., i dont really care if people want to say that how hypocrite i am since i am only writing about him when he was in this condition..., i really pray the best for him..., we are all praying the best for him..., i never thought that all this would happen..., and i'm sure everybody in my class thought the same..., tomorrow we will be going to visit him.., hope he will be better..., very soon..., my eyes sore because i cried a lot but i dont really care of it since i cried for one of my best friends..., and i'm really upset thinking of that right now..., for the family.., all i can say is pray a lot may Allah help him and be strong because if you are not strong enough to face all this..., how can him be any better..., and after all this happen.., i want to study hard to get the best result and do what i want for me and what i want to do for him..., and dear all friends of mine..., this is a letter from a long best friend to his...,

Dear Hafiz...,

i hope that you are strong enough for all this...,

be better soon because we are all praying for you...,

wake up and listen what i wanna say to you..,

because after all this while...,

i'm regret that how many things that i dont tell you...,

and dear...,

wake up..,

look at the face of everyone who loves you..,

and i wanna tell you too..,

how much i love this best friend....,

and hope to be best again after this...,

i miss all the time when i tell you my stories..,

and i also miss the day when you are bored and text me..,

wake up, be better soon..,

because seeing you in this condition..,

do hurt a lot....,

jurnal hidup untuk bagasi page 12

it was 12.58 according to my laptop clock..., was just finishing my slide for tomorrow presentation..., penat nya..., dah lama juga tak tulis..., walaupun tak ada la lama sangat..., banyak sangat test and assignments to do this whole month.., this thursday will be my muet speaking test...., h.u.b is still on even i'm busy with my study things..., it just all the order is done very slow..., my financial is at the end of its life..., sedih..., terpaksa berpuasa dan berbuka dengan apa aje yang ada kat bilik tu..., memang takkan lupa la zaman tak ada duit ni..., nak bayar semua benda terpaksa dahulukan duit orang lain dulu..., sedih tak sedih..., order memang tak putus-putus..., terima kasih kepada semua yang mempercayai bakat kreatif yang ada pada saya ni...., tapi masalahnya people lebih cenderung membeli baju daripada bag sedangkan modal saya banyak pada bag..., adoi..., gi mana ni sih??? kadang-kadang terfikir.., betul ke aku boleh teruskan benda ni..., tapi kepercayaan yang kuat kepada-Nya membuatkan saya terus tabah walau dilanda kontroversi terhebat..., (macam artis la pula kan)..., saya berharap semester ni akan berlalu cepat, tepat dan tulus...., bermaksud.., semester ni boleh perform macam last semester..., tapi macam mana ek??? study la rajin-rajin..., itu je la jawapan dia..., saya juga berharap agar sem depan saya dapat tumpukan lebih kepada diri sendiri, financial dan juga h.u.b..., nak buat yang terbaik untuk semua dan berharap agar harapan saya ini termakbul..., wahahaha!! such a skema..., biar begitu.., tu memang semua harapan saya..., tak sabar sebenarnya nak menumpukn sepenuh perhatian terhadap h.u.b ni...., tak sabar juga nak siapkan semua assignment yang ada...., lagi cepat buat lagi bagus...., tak ada lah asyik fikir je..., sebenarnya dah pening and tak tahu apa lagi nak tulis sebab dah mengantuk tapi sebenarnya baru je kejap tadi sedar yang presentation saya tu tersalah buat..., semua pula tu.., kena la betulkan balik..., sampai sini saja bebelan saya..., sehingga bebelan seterusnya...,

Jurnal hidup untuk bagasi page 11

today, 24th September, has been the third month 3 days of hidup untuk bagasi been in this industry..., maybe nampak angka tu kecil je.., ala setakat 3bulan 3 hari.., why the hustle?? but, the truth is.., i've been through a lot this whole time...., to find supplier for bags and t-shirts.., it's not an easy way to go..., still i got a lot to do..., i got no t-shirts supplier yet even i've got contact with some of the t-shirts dealer..., still have to make confirmation about that...., even i got lots of hardship..., i have faith on this brand and i hope that my faith xsalah.., hehe.., got no words on that.., know what.., while i was writing on this blog..., i was surfing on other network.., hehe.., just to get some ideas to write..., after this raya.., banyak sangat projek nak kena siapnkan.., tak tahu la kalau still can do all the tempahan.., maybe sikit-sikit tu boleh la..., raya ni.., ingat nak guna duit raya tu for hidup untuk bagasi better management.., tapi tak dapatla kot.., nak guna untuk tu.., untuk ni..., urm.., memang tak dapat la kan.., tak apa la...., nak shopping pun tak dapat.., tapi sebenarnya.., hari tu baru je bantai beli 2 baju.., hahaha!! tahu dek abah memang la kena.., hihi.., but the clothes are irresistible.., sebab tu la beli.., hehe..., tapi tak apa.., saya akan tanggung semua kesilapan saya tu..., dari hari tu nak tambah design baru dalam catalog.., tapi tak dapat-dapat..., tak.., salah tu..., tak buat-buat.., hikhik..., i'll try my best to accomplish some design..., kesian juga dengan customer bila tak ada design baru.., huhu..., sorry ya guys..., i think till now.., see you then..., isk.., rasa macam stop tiba-tiba je.., tapi tak apa la kan..., till now...,

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 10

hari ni, 19 ramadhan, tinggal lagi 11 hari nak raya..., tak ambil kisah sangat pasal raya (walaupun ye sebenarnya)...., cuma hari ni kehidupan rasa macam sedih...., pagi sahur coklat..., petang buka puasa..., makan maggi..., heaven sangat.., haha!! actually, i got no money left for myself..., just wait for the subsidi makan nak masuk tapi tak masuk-masuk...., i got money but it is my bussiness' money..., so rasa bersalah nak guna untuk kepentingan diri sendiri..., wahahaha!!!! tempahan ada macam biasa cuma slow sikit la...., nak raya kan..., raya pakai baju raya..., mana ada pakai t-shirt..., ada beberapa umat lagi yang belum melunaskan pembayaran t-shirt saya..., tapi takpe..., take your time..., just bayar bila ada duit..., sebab saya sangat memahami orang-orang yang tak ada duit...., saya pun sedang pokai ketika ini...., tapi saya tetap cekalkan hati..., meneruskan perniagaan saya ni..., untuk sesuap rezeki..., (cheewah!!).., nak minta kat abah..., segan la pula sebab dah banyak minta duit dia..., walaupun dia tahu yang duit tu banyak habis kat hidup untuk bagasi dan dia sangat menyokong..., saya tetap keseganan dengan abah...., tak pe la..., usaha kuat lagi.., bila da berjaya boleh la balas balik semua yang pernah abah and mak buat..., minggu depan balik rumah..., seronoknya buka puasa kat rumah..., tak payah fikir hari ni nak beli apa kat pasar...., penat betul fikir...., and hopefully after eid..., dapat la beberapa hengget duit raya nak markup balik kehidupan aku yang menyedihkan ni...., until now..., next journal will be next time la kan????

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka 9

it's been quite long since my last blog.., bussiness is quite slow nowadays..., raya kot..., sebab tu people macam nak simpan duit untuk raya..., tapi diorang bagi duit raya ke??? haha!!! currently..., sedang berusaha deal dengan supplier baju for hidup untuk bagasi punya t-shirt..., we got our bag too.., tapi not so many know about the existence of them..., and the pictures of the products not so clear and i kind of disappoint about that...., i will improve myself on taking picture pulak..., currently ni jugak.., sedang buat research for design and how to make a very good design yang tak tercabut and all that..., malu betul kalau produk-produk hasil h.u.b ni tak memuaskan hati pelanggan..., tapi saya berjanji akan menjadi lebih baik di masa akan datang..., saya pun sedang bereksperimen lagi dan masih banyak yang perlu saya belajar...., lagipun..., saya sangat baru tapi sokongan semua orang sangat membantu saya untuk teruskan dengan tabah..., even right now..., really-really got no enough money to do many things..., but i got to be strong and tabah je dengan dugaan yang diberi oleh-NYA...., if i cant stand this how can i face the bigger problem next time..., hopefully HE listen to my pray and i hope this brand will be forever and ever...., because this is where i put my soul in it and all my passion.., this is what i'm dreaming of doing since i'm still a child..., i do this for many people and i hope to be better in person and in products too..., thank for all the support that had been given by mak, abah, k.cik, zaid, my siblings, my roomates, my levelmates of tun merah college, my girlfriends of DCS5A and all people who appreciate art..., thanks to you guys because without you..., i might not be able to stand until today...., thanks....,

journal hidup untuk bagasi page 8 (29th August 09)

Dearie, people..., at last.., hidup untuk bagasi is officially mine..., yesterday!!!! (28th August 09).., something has happened actually and make me become someone else..., but it not really shown..., and just let me keep it myself..., this week is a misery week for me..., i cried a lot..., even we're in the fasting month.., (what??? i just cant stop myself from pouring the tears)..., most of them advised me to go back home..., and now.., here i am in the lovely little town of mine..., sungai besar..., what is happening this week make me tougher to face future and really taught me that being yourself is not something that everyone can except..., but still you got to be yourself and let people accept you the way you are..., in future.., if i got rejection..., i might can take it calmly since this week taught me that..., hidup untuk bagasi got long way to go...., hopefully i will get a hold with this forever until the end of the world!!! wow.., big dream, huh??? but impossible is nothing right..., for all my ex-share holders..., thanks for all your support and help..., love you guys even we're not a team-mate anymore..., but still hoping for your support..., thanks aimi.., dila.., nisa'..., and my non-biological twin.., jay!!! thanks guys..., your help and support really give me big impact.., thanks again..., now..., i am about to launch the bag..., but still..., i cant move faster because..., i got a lot of orders to do and assignments and projects to do..., i gotta consider my time as students and a creator of hidup untuk bagasi..., but still i like it..., i'm too busy with my life..., and sometimes got to much tense and i become a little too sensitive..., hahaha!!! but thank Allah that i can recover myself easily and i know what to do to be the usual myself..., hope to write more in this journal..., and keep your track with my journal...,

Jurnal hidup untuk bagasi muka 7 (16th August 2009)

Assalamualaikum and salam sejatera for those who are non muslim. It has been so long since I wrote the last journal. There’s a lot of things happened since then. We had received our bag and really can’t wait to launch them. But, there are a lot of things we gotta consider because we got assignments and projects to do. It doesn’t count the quizzes and tests that we gotta bear. Since, we are committing ourselves as a student; we have to do our responsible. Why do I state myself as we in the early journal? Because hidup untuk bagasi got five members altogether. They are me myself, Aimi Farahin Mohamad, Nurfadilah Mohd Sani, Khairunnisa’ (sorry nisa’. Forgot la your full name. hehe…,) and the last but not least, Zainab Mohd Khari. They are all the board of director and the share holders of Hidup Untuk Bagasi. Doing this in current time is not an easy task for me. With assignments, transport and time barriers, all this sometime do make me feel stressful. I love hidup untuk bagasi since this is what my passion is. But life as a student makes me sometime have to forget it a moment. Furthermore, I want to keep my performance better. Sometimes, I do feel of giving up but I keep doing what I’m doing for my future and I keep telling myself that knowledge is something that you should know since knowledge is what Allah ask you to know. Now and again I always forget that I live in this world because of Him. If He isn’t the one who allowed me to be where ever I am right now, I might not be able to do what I’m doing now. Alhamdulillah, at least He gives me all this opportunity for me to do what I feel like doing. Many of people don’t know the reason I’m starting Hidup Untuk Bagasi. I started this for my future sake of course and also this is for my parents. I wish to give my mom a big house as she wishes and I want her to go shopping without worrying about the amount of the items that she takes. For my dad, I wanna give him a car. An expensive one that come from oversea. The one that rarely been seen here in Malaysia. Hopefully, Allah will fulfill my wishes. I want to take them to Mecca too and also holiday all over the world. This is the main reason of opening Hidup Untuk Bagasi. Thanks guy for supporting me. You guys are awesome and I will never forget your beautiful deeds towards me. For my friend, Shera, Pya, Meera, K.Ada, K.Aten, Bel, Aiman, Suzy Truly, Aman, Rereen, Neena, At, Tika, Noni, and all people that supporting me, thanks guys. Without you, I will never can survive. Thanks again guys. I love you so much and I will never forget you all. Insyaallah. And also thanks for appreciating art.

August 06, 2009

journal hidup untuk bagasi page 6

hye, guys..., sashiburi!!!! miss to write new blog..., feeling accomplished..., aroused..., but at the same time sad and feeling down..., bitchy and sinful...., wahahahaha!!! got too many feeling to feel..., got betrayed too..., forgot to mentioning that earlier..., ok..., this is the story..., our main item will be received wether this week or next week!!!! happy!!!! at last my dream to launch our product will achieve...., hahahahaha!!!! best..., best..., thanks to all people who support me...., no matter in any side..., and thanks to all people who appreciate art..., and i do love you guys!!!! omaera sugoi!!!! omoshiroi!!! love you!!! i cant wait for that moment to come and guys keep supporting me...., and i'll do the best for you guys to keep you guys by our side..., its actually got something to tell..., the day i was calling the supplier i thought i got swindled..., but luckily at the end of the tut...., she pick up the phone..., and i was so relieved..., got nothing much too say coz i'm happy.., really..., but doing this job..., i got many problems..., but not with the hidup untuk bagasi.., but my real life..., got problems with people..., but dont really know what are their problems with me..., dont realy wanna give a damn on that kind of stupid thing..., just let the biathces do their things since they got nothing to do.., so they are making something using people to make their life interesting.., poor thing.., while others do all fun stuffs..., they (the biatches) are just using people to make them happy..., what a pity..., dont wanna say anything bad coz feeling sin to god..., till then..., wait for our new post...,

August 05, 2009

jurnal hidup untuk bagasi page 5

Dah lama tak tulis jurnal…, since semua benda macam dah settle…, aku actually rindu sangat nak tulis something dalam blog tapi tak tahu nak tulis apa.., jadi hari ni kita ada cerita nak tulis…, so…, aku tulis…, aku tulis jurnal ni actually dalam word coz aku nak buka internet kat sini sangat tulis apa.., jadi hari ni kita ada cerita nak tulis…, so…, aku tulis…, aku tulis jurnal ni actually dalam word coz aku nak buka internet kat sini sangat la senang dan mudahnya kerana wireless terdapat di mana2…, hahaha!!! Betapa aku begitu berkias…., today, I was thinking…, not really.., I want to go shopping…, not only the personal things but also the stuffs for hidup untuk bagasi.., konon-konon nak launch design baru coz sekarang kan friendship month.., tapi.., barang tak ada.., jadi kena delay la sume benda-benda ni.., assignment pun berlambak nak buat…, tak tahu macam mana nak bahagikan masa dengan baik dan sempurna…, and people like me ni.., yang sangat la rajinnya…, memang ada jadual sendiri.., hahaha!! Jangan percaya pula…., lepas ni aku nak buat assignment data comm pulak…., aku ni budak computer sains tapi ramai tak boleh teka jurusan sebenar aku…, hahahaha!!! Terer tak aku sembunyikan identity sendiri??? Perasan…, ramai orang teka yang I’m an art student.., sometime mass comm…., business…, account and all the course here…, but I am actually a scientist…, don’t really enjoying what I’m taking but I’m just try to do my best in this course…, and I’m not that bad.., since my result is okay…, huhuhu…., maybe I’m not acting enough as computer scientist…, it actually fun when people doesn’t even know you are taking one of the toughest course here in UiTM Melaka (can I say this???)…, sebab aku ni nampak macam such a sengal and nampak macam pemalas dan tak study…, genius la konon…., hahaha!!!! Kecil hati sebenarnya hari ni coz tak dapat keluar sebab aku dah lama delay nak keluarkan design baru…, nanti people tertanya-tanya kenapa tak keluarkan design baru??? Aku pun memang sangat sedih.., aku memang serius nak buat ni.., and actually I’m hoping that next sem…, my dad is giving me a car so that it’ll be easier for me to go out for buying things for hidup untuk bagasi…, aku tengah sakit gigi ni sekarang.., tak tahu macam mana nak bear with this pain…, makan sangat la seksanya…, adoi!!! Sakit!!! Aku ni busy sebenarnya tapi aku still nak spend my time with my friend…, doing what a common youth usually do…, I do love entertainment…, I love going out…, spending money…, laughing with them along the way…, take fabulous pictures…., and eating at the places that we want…, tapi tu la…, tak sedar diri yang kerja banyak nak buat…, lepas ni nak siapkan apa yang patut…, nak susun jadual elok-elok supaya semua benda yang nak buat boleh buat…, patut la rasa nak ada personal assistant sangat-sangat…, coz dia boleh tolong susun aktiviti aku…, wahahahaha!!! Boyfriend??? Sangat tak berminat dengan lelaki dan relationship sekarang ni…, and aku tak rasa boleh commit dengan benda-benda macam tu sekarang ni…, carrier, family, friends and study is my priority right now…, ni macam dah tak cerita pasal hidup untuk bagasi je…, hahaha!!! Tak apa lah.., selingan…, hidup untuk bagasi ni dah macam hidup aku…, so.., dalam jurnal ni aku tulis la pasal hidup aku…, dah panjang sangat dah aku tulis…, aku pun nak buat assignment ni…, till then…, read my next journal too.., okay!!!

July 22, 2009

journal hidup untuk bagasi muka three

Yes!!! akhernya...., aku dapat jugak supplier for the bag.., sangat-sangat lega.., hari ni punya blog.., kte buat terabur sikit.., english+bm..., memang sengaja aku buat macam ni.., hehe.., variety la katakan.., tak pun sebenarnya.., hahahaha!!! sangat happy la today.., feeling accomplished sangat..., at last benda yang aku harapkan almost ada kat depan mata..., hopefully, akan jadi kenyataan..., semoga benda ni bukan khayalan atau mainan manusia.., aku tengah usaha nak keluarkan design baru.., friendship day kan nak dekat dah..., tapi masalah nya.., dekat kampung halaman ni susah sangat nak cari barang yang h.u.b perlukan.., terpaksa delay banyak perkara.., dan secara jujur.., h1n1 juga membuatkan my bussines halted for a while..., or japanese cakap.., shibaraku yamete..., betul ke?? entah..., aku pun tak tahu.., okay.., okay.., balik pada jurnal kita.., aku lupa nak cerita hari tu.., aku tersalah beli barang.., habis duit aku.., kalau rm2 tak apa lagi.., tapi.., rm20!! habes duit aku.., boleh beli 2 baju..., tapi tak apa la.., memang macam tu la kita berniaga.., kadang-kadang tersalah beli barang.., aku pun salah.., tak tengok betul-betul.., sangat bengong kan?? semalam aku sedih.., tapi awal sangat aku rasa sedih.., sebab lepas je aku pos blog semalam.., aku dapat emel dari supplier..., tu la masalah aku.., cepat sangat rasa down.., tapi cepat juga aku recover.., so.., ok la kan?? aku rasa dah tak ada apa-apa yang aku nak cerita lagi.., mungkin esok ada banyak lagi cerita..., just wait for the 4th blog of journal hidup untuk bagasi..., ahad ni aku nak balik uitm..., so.., tak boleh la nak tulis blog setiap hari.., but i'll try my best..., tak best la kan tak ada cerita..., tapi kan aku lupa sangat nak cakap.., yang aku buat benda ni bukan berseorangan.., tapi aku dengan kawan aku yang namanya Aimi Farahin Mohamad..., sorry dear.., dia antara pemegang syer terawal and orang yang terawal join aku..., tapi i am the ceo.., hehe..., antara orang lain yang berpotensi untuk join are my sis.., kak cik.., my bro.., zahid.., and my giggle friend.., nurfadilah mohd sani.., tapi still under perbincangan.., still dont know apa hasilnya.., and lagi satu.., people yang sangat aku sayang untuk menjadi personal assistant aku is Nur Fateen Azlin Nur Azman!!! i want her!!! hehehe.., she share the same entertainment interest with me..., tu antara sebab dia la.., and lagi dia selalu ada kat bilik tu whenever i'm needed.., hehehe.., ok la guys.., till then.., jumpa kat another blog!!!

July 21, 2009

hidup untuk bagasi journal page 2

just when you think that you had accomplish it..., it actually not..., hurm..., it's true what did they say..., not easy to set up a new thing.., it's hard.., way too hard than you can ever imagine.., and sometimes it makes you want to give it up..., today is another phase of the difficulties that i have to face..., i thought that i've already got a supplier.., but.., it was nothing actually.., or maybe they just dont want to give a damn on that small quantity of bag that i ask.., it's okay..., i still keep my spirit to go on.., i'm still new here.., a lot of things to be learned..., to be success is not that easy as easy as blink your eyes.., i still keep searching for the bag..., quite disappointed actually.., because i am serious about buying the bags from them.., maybe i should give the time.., maybe it's too early for me to make conclusion about the supplier.., maybe i'll got the news by tomorrow..., just be patient..., as i stated earlier.., it's not an easy path to take to success.., it's okay.., dont give up..., just keep going on.., and guys..., keep on supporting us..., and we'll do the best we can do.., for our lovely supporter...,

July 20, 2009

jurnal hidup untuk bagasi muka 1

jurnal ini aku coretkan gabungan permulaannya hidup untuk bagasi hingga hari ini..., tidak banyak yang aku boleh ceritakan.., walaupun sebenarnya permulaan ini agak sukar.., banyak pahit manisnya.., awalnya..., aku hanya melukis suka-suka di atas satu helaian kertas yang masih aku ingat warnanya.., kuning..., aku kebosanan detik itu.., aku mendapat idea untuk melukis menghilangkan kebosanan setelah beberapa hari sebelum itu.., aku terlihat lukisan oleh seniorku.., doodle.., cantik..., jadi aku cuba melukis yang sama hari itu.., ternyata.., ada juga yang memuji.., seminggu aku cuba menghilangkan kebosanan aku mendengar ceramah yang sedikit pun langsung tidak menarik minatku.., tapi ada juga beberapa perkara yang aku dengar..., dan aku jadikan panduan hidup aku sekarang.., setelah seminggu.., aku tunjukkan rakan-rakanku hasil lukisan aku..., tak sia-sia rupanya aku ke kursus yang bosan itu..., mereka memberi cadangan untuk aku menjual hasil karya aku.., dengan melukisnya pula di baju.., tapi dalam fikiran aku.., baju sudah terlalu banyak berada di pasaran.., kenapa tidak aku jelmakan lukisan-lukisan itu di atas bagasi.., lama juga aku mahu memulakan perniagaan ini.., tanggal 21 jun 2009.., pada hari jadi ku yang ke-20..., hidup untuk bagasi secara rasminya dibuka..., alhamdulillah.., tapi harus anda semua tahu yang aku belum lagi melancarkan jualan bagasi.., tapi aku memulakan dengan t-shirt terlebih dahulu.., semata-mata untuk menyambut ulang tahun h.u.b (hidup untuk bagasi) pada hari jadi ku..., licik sungguh.., tapi jangan ingat sebelum tarikh itu.., aku tidak mengalami sebarang kesukaran..., untuk aku melancarkan 5 rekaan.., pelbagai cabaran harus aku lalui.., cabaran paling besar ialah.., aku tiada duit waktu itu.., cuba anda teka.., bagaimana aku mendapatkan wang untuk memulakan h.u.b..., pastinya meminta dari orang tua ku.., tapi..., mereka tidak tahu yang aku mahu menggunanya untuk perniagaan ini..., tapi.., bukan banyak pun yang aku minta.., hanya rm20.., namun aku cekalkan hati juga untuk memulakan perniagaan ini.., seminggu pertama.., tiada respon.., tapi setelah buka semester baru.., ternyata hasil kreatif ku itu tidak sia-sia aku jual.., dalam seminggu aku mendapat 7 tempahan baju!!! wow.., sangat memberangsangkan..., dan sekarang aku pula sedang cuba mencari pembekal untuk bagasi.., supaya barangan utama aku itu dapat dipasarkan secepat mungkin.., beserta dengan rekaan baru..., sebelum aku mengakhiri jurnal muka 1 ini.., aku ucapkan berbanyak terima kasih kepada semua yang menyokong aku.., dan takkan aku lupakan jasa kalian yang mendukung usaha aku.., terima kasih yang sebnyaknya..., semoga tuhan membalas jasa kalian..,